A youthful offender who was jailed on his 18th birthday for a group assault on a youthful lady has claimed he self-harms in prison to ‘show remorse’ for his criminal offense in a surprising new BBC 3 documentary.
Boys Banged Up is filmed at Hydebank Wooden in Northern Ireland, which homes all-around one hundred youthful offenders and suspects like those people on remand. Most of the convicted inmates are aged among eighteen to 21 and have committed offences ranging from theft to murder.
In the programme, radio and television presenter Stephen Nolan visits the prison to discuss to inmates, locate out how they obtained there and obstacle them about their alternatives.
In the to start with episode of the four-component series, prisoners explain the method of getting into prison and the psychological influence it has on them. Stephen speaks to William*, who was convicted for a group assault on a youthful lady in a seaside town when he was 17.
William, who was jailed on his 18th birthday for a group assault on a youthful lady, claimed he self-harms in prison to ‘show remorse’ for his criminal offense in a surprising new BBC 3 documentary
Boys Banged Up is filmed at Hydebank Wooden in Northern Ireland, which homes all-around one hundred youthful offenders and suspects like those people on remand
A video of the incident went viral – and William claimed it ‘ruined his life’ and drove him to start out self-harming.
He insisted he did not strike the youthful lady all through the assault, but did pour liquor on her experience. William reported his involvement in the assault has provoked beatings in prison.
‘It hasn’t been uncomplicated in in this article for me, think me, because of what I was in for,’ he told Stephen.
‘I would hardly ever increase my hand to a lady, at any time in my existence, I would not do it, I wasn’t raised like that to strike wee women, I would not do it.
A video of the group assault on a youthful lady that William was involved in went viral – and he claimed it ‘ruined his life’ and drove him to start out self-harming
‘My mum was having mails from persons in Australia, Wales, indicating your son’s this, your son’s that. I did not touch the lady as soon as.
‘Fair sufficient, I poured liquor in her experience, but I did not as soon as strike that wee lady in that video, and persons are telling me I did. That video has ruined my existence.’
He defined how, since he arrived at the prison on his 18th birthday, guards warned him that he was ‘under threat’ from other inmates.
William reported he was attacked for the to start with time five months following he arrived, and it can be happened various occasions.
Stephen pointed to William’s scars, which he defined had been a outcome of self-harming out of ‘remorse’ for his criminal offense
‘I opened the doorway, went up to get a mop bucket, arrived back again down and obtained hammered,’ he recalled.
‘I’ve had a couple of jumpings in in this article. That’s wherever other persons conquer the f*** out of you. That’s happened to me above that video… It truly is been terrible. It truly is been genuinely terrible.
‘I was a kid when that happened, it was a error. Persons make faults. It truly is just s*** that it went all above social media, and every person realized about it. I was in the paper, and I started off slicing myself as quickly as I saw that paper.
‘It isn’t going to support carrying out that although. I do it to clearly show regret for what happened.’
He additional: ‘I hated what I’d performed, I regret what I’ve performed, and if I could go back again I would have transformed it, and she would not have obtained touched.
Stephen told how he’d seen various other prisoners had self-harming scars, and spoke to 19-yr-old Ben, pictured, who was imprisoned for felony destruction
‘I hardly ever intended for any of this to occur, and I am sorry for what I’ve performed. But I am becoming punished… I have grown up and I am not that foolish wee kid no far more. I’ve obtained my priorities straight since I’ve been in in this article.’
Stephen told how he’d seen various other prisoners had self-harming scars, and spoke to 19-yr-old Ben*, who was imprisoned for felony destruction.
Asked about the cuts on his arms, Ben pointed to his belly and reported: ‘I attempted to slice myself open up. Failed to genuinely work out the ideal.’
He reported it was ‘hard to explain’ why he felt compelled to hurt himself, introducing: ‘It feels like you happen to be slicing the worry out, if you know what I mean.
Asked about the cuts on his arms, Ben pointed to his belly and reported: ‘I attempted to slice myself open up. Failed to genuinely work out the best’
‘You’re opening the pores and skin for the worry to get out of your overall body. It’s silly, I would not do it now, I regret carrying out it because if at any time I get a girlfriend, which I will do at some stage, just not at the moment, they are going to be like, “What the f***’s all that there for?”
‘That was the only factor that I realized of then, and you will find unique things that I know of now.’
Ben – who reported he way too has been in a pair of fights though in prison – additional: ‘You can not place anyone powering bars and anticipate them not to go mad following a little bit.’
Boys Banged Up is available to view now on the BBC iPlayer.
*Some names have been transformed for lawful causes.